Rachel's Believe it or Not........this has nothing to do with sex. Someone is thinking...well, of course it does. Allow me to insist it has more to do with loathing and my own self image rather than sex. Also, do not misread this. This is not about my loathing, my loathing my own self image or anything like that. The loathing has to do with being forced to perform rather like a trick pony. Sometimes I feel like that trick pony when people who employ me force me to do this to make themselves look good or feel better about themselves...
